Saturday, October 25, 2025

see yourself with a new car/ the beautiful suede of the seats

see yourself with a new car
the beautiful suede of the seats

see yourself as an emperor
about to be killed by the mob

see yourself as a farmer 
with hundreds of acres to mow

image the ocean's embrace
cold absolute and dark 

visualize a clear winters day 
sparkling bright and 20 below 

see into the edge of a volcano
churning lava steam swirling

abide between extremes 
like bubbles in the stream

not harmed by anything
flow quickly or slowly 

through the savage rapids
waterfalls off the highest cliffs

float 

become like water
go into the earth

turn into air 
become one with the sky

Sunday, October 19, 2025

some dash up poems/ with frightening lucidity

some dash up poems
with frightening lucidity 

i hope to strike lines of
errors while i drub

we could sit under a decent moon
while they forge on to literary heaven



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he said i wanted to go on the journey

he said 

i wanted to go on the journey
but the way got in the way

which isn't an excuse

the way turned out 
to be very big 


---

Poor Phil's
Oak Park IL

i wandered in thoughts and didn't realize it

i wandered in thoughts and didn't realize it
until years had past but catching myself
laughing about all the wasted potential 
what i really could have done when seeing
where i am now frankly amazed at the outcome

still like a tree or still like an owl i heard  
last night and all the angels that flew regularly
all over the earth helping you and me just
in the nick of time we all think but the angels
are professionals in hope diligence and faith 

let me lay out all my wares in your mind
they are baubles and trinkets do you like any 
here are three prefect nights and one stainless dawn
here are all the stars i ever saw and a few sweet lies
take them with both hands they are free

---

LB
10.19.25


Saturday, September 27, 2025

it doesn't get any better than this

behold the joyful beach goers
hiding their smokes and their drinks 

nipping and sucking on them 
large colorful towels with music 

mirrored sunglasses of faces
bellies on the sand 

the whole universe takes on a 
a grand fuckin' unctuous tone 

it doesn't get any better than this
it doesn't get any better than this

my father/ my son

my father
my son

hurry hurry
i am going to you

or you are coming
to me 

.

.

.

there is 
no urgency

i have decided 
to hold out

timelessly 
with unending love



----


in the past

in the past 
way past i was able to see
things clearly with out a lot 
sentimentality so i thought

i was sorry if it hurt folks
this truth i could see but sometimes
they needed to know  
what i knew

now i realize
i am drowning in sentimentality
as i always have been 
and in denial of this 

my excuses of clear thinking
were flimsy delusions 
that have wavered all these years
like fields of grass

----

LB

Saturday, May 17, 2025

i don't believe/ we go to any heaven

i don't believe
we go to any heaven 
because heaven
is now 

as for hell
god rehires us on
the spot if
we ask

---

Boot Lake 

Friday, March 14, 2025

monday morning at the beach high tide

i.

monday morning at the beach high tide 
but almost no surf
waves as high as my ankles

the sun rises higher
peeks into the cove

light spilling down into a pool of sea
a curl of rocks & swaying seagrass
creates a translucent dream in water
chased with bubbles and foam 

like a place i'd assume
a goddess or miss nyad would emerge
so chaste so shy delicately dripping 

ii.

an enclosed getaway seen from the sand
table for two at an open double window
i've never seen it occupied
the rendezvous faces the sea on a cliff
there's art in the walls and cunning signal flags

sometimes they leave an outside spotlight on
it's a sodium arc oldish yellow pointing down
into the void to a spot on the sand 

they might sip tea at dawn's first light
or late in the night eat rare steaks
otherwise it seems like holding space

holding space commanding a sweet view
holding emptiness and being far away 
i am that tragedy and so are you 

iii.

high tide receding with gentle waves
at the place where seaglass has been gently placed
he reeks of cigarettes and marijuana
i wonder if he can smell it
we all reek i assume mine is sweet
to some i surely offend

now that i think about this
all i can do is sense

he faces the sea he takes a selfie coughs
he reeks and the sea reeks
but the morning light is right
near him i find purple sea glass of the rarest kind
under where he stood i find a piece that looks like a crystal

and dogs run free the pristine beach is marked
but no matter while we are away it will redraw
our stink molding somewhere else
and more seaglass but i must go
we all must go


Saturday, March 08, 2025

i never had it so good

for instance today

like last saturday
in the morning
i'll buy you a large coffee
and a croissant 

at the french cafe
down the street 
with locals 
and tourists

you won't remember
to ask until we get to 
the boutique just like
every saturday morning 

there's the same plane
flying north and 
the same strong sun
and hint of breeze

then i'll give you
the coffee and croissant
with a zarf on the drink 
& some added cream

i'll drive to the library
just like last time
and get new art books

i tried my whole life
to become something 
like every sports car
i see with the top down

i thought wanted 
what i could imagine 
and there could be
no unhappiness
in plotting

no regret in
gilding the lilly 

no regret dooming
my enemies 

now in this life
i know what 
saturday is like 
every saturday

has nothing to do
with conquering 
or getting even 
settling scores

i see so many
with a distant
look in their eyes
i never had it so good


Saturday, March 01, 2025

I want to write a story about how I’m going to remember you

I want to write a story about how I’m going to remember you, in a narrative like Kurt Vonnegut would imagine -- first we pull you magically out of thin air, then we put you into smoke, then vapor, then moisture, we put you into ashes and with a flash you go into an old body that is very still and pale. Under a sheet, then VoilĂ ! You breath and you spend a few days visiting and then from time to you stay in different hospitals always getting a little bit better, stronger, more clear eyed. You tell stories, you help friends. Then as the years go by you get younger and younger, have a happy marriage and interesting career starting as a know it all but always learning something new every day. Giving up knowing it all, all along, finding one laughs more. Admiring waterfalls, mountains, rockets and rodeo queens. A fast car. Bunches of roses for lovers. Dreamy nights. Bright stars. Becoming thirty then twenty then teen, running and jumping and laughing and finding a crush then school, home, mom and pop in brighter and ever tightening circles, dawns and starry nights, orchards and field, your favorite dog, you’re small and fast and you sense the rhythm of all little things like waving strands of grass and polliwogs in the creek and you’ve got your blanket and then soon you’re being held close, everything amazingly given to you, now in such a safeness you don’t know where you are you’re in solace that gets bigger and bigger and even more peace, a humming and thrumming, until these definition between you and bliss becomes totally moot and even irrelevant.. sweet motion until there’s no sound no dark no light not taste touch thought or sensation, no self and no not self … just bright and aware and full of a seeing, wise delight without any boundaries that goes on beyond infinity and hope and fear


For Jerry Thompson
1935 - 2025