sweetly say there will be/ no terrible retribution

sweetly say there will be
no terrible retribution 

in a race to ruin every kind of kindness

people bravely command 

the end of any kind of affection

(can we really be held responsible for this?)

the objective and the prize?

there is no objective or prize

(we are beyond logic)

there is oblivion 

there is annihilation 

there is silence 

imprisoned

laying in a grave 

the sun burning down 

ashes to ashes and dust to dust

it is ridiculous
all i want to do is hear you sing
in that language i didn't understand
under the shadowy eves

and teach me about life

but in the sweeping searchlights

of these focused times

with sweat running down our spines

and a sour taste in my mouth

ashes to ashes and dust to dust

we go on like there's 

nothing to explain 

.....

America, 2026
 

i guess it must be fate

i passed you the other day

and i pretended you were not just like me

with hopes ideas and fears 

and much to do in life

later i came back with the police

i wanted them to lock you up or make you nice

but the cops said you were harmless 

and sent you to a country in africa

after that for some reason

i have a hard time sleeping at night

and i don't enjoy my walk past where you stood

day or night rain or shine

i guess it must be fate

.....

America, 2026

there is something frightening in what we say

there is something frightening in what we say

anything at all is born with intention 

mostly to annihilate the moment 

or more like seeing pristine snow

a glittering layer that would wilt 

from the warmth of your fingers

and shoveling it 

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a poem for this rain / on this day

1

a poem for this rain

on this day 

each rain drop 

i swear i won't forget

2

long drawn our dreams

i hear the microwave

now i'll write you

how it rained

3

i'm remembering

how we clasped

on a day like this

a long time ago

4

it is amazing later

how far we can go

how far we can be

lost to each other 

especially after

being so familiar

it is amazing

for raindrops 

to never change

5

a gale 

a sky

rain

it is amazing to 

think fondly 

of no one in 

particular

then always back

to you

x

the duchess of pearls

i met the duchess of pearls tonight
she admits she does not know what that means

“duchess of pearls”

she heard it somewhere once and it stuck in her mind

she has many outward forms, for instance

that of a grand queen, or a goddess

she smiles and winks

tonight someone stole her sleeping bag

when she gets enough money

she’ll buy a combo meal

she has 8 and I give her two

i apologize when i walked away at first when she shouted “hey!”

her name is Connie and she’s making it work no matter what

just like everyone else

she blesses me and i feel much better

for this amends to the duchess of pearls .. grand queen and goddess

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Pacific Coast Highway

Laguna Beach

Night