Thursday, December 31, 2020

Will you please answer that phone

Will you please answer that phone
But if it is for me tell them I am in Africa
Discovering the true source of the Nile
Because John Hanning Speke was a liar




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He wrote his name boldly at the top of the sheet

He wrote his name boldly at the top of the sheet
He wrote his name boldly at the bottom
He wrote his name large in the middle 
He tore the page up and started again 



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The pleasant hours fly by much too soon

The pleasant hours fly by much too soon
If we are enamored with drudgery 
So move lightly from task to task 
Never let one own you 


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The man went to the woods to gather sticks

The man went to the woods to gather sticks
Instead he found the woods 
He was happy to wander all day 
He came home with a leaf in his hat 



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The heap of fallen leaves was set on fire

The heap of fallen leaves was set on fire
The smoke drifted up into the sky
When flames reached wetness and damp
There'd be hissing and puffs of blue smoke 



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Schools for ladies teach charm and grace

Schools for ladies teach charm and grace
While boys want to wrestle and climb trees
There will come a time when a boy can't decide
To return charm for grace or to have tree for free


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Wood is best for making toys and blocks

Wood is best for making toys and blocks
Metal is good for guns and bombs
Flowers are best for wooing love
And soothsayers for solving sphinxes riddles


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The pirates seized the crew of the lost ship

The pirates seized the crew of the lost ship
Then the crew seized the pirates' ship
They sailed away in opposite directions
Wondering how that managed to happen 



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Bring your problems to the wise chief

Bring your problems to the wise chief
He may look at each one weighing them carefully
If you can explain them rationally enough
He may decide to put one like a feather in his hat




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He ordered peach pie with ice cream

He ordered peach pie with ice cream
28 pies with 28 gallons of vanilla 
He fed every squirrel in the yard
Plus every raccoon and fox that night



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Cut the pie into large parts

Cut the pie into large parts
Make it two slices because there are us
You and me with an old ticking clock
The heirloom clock does not eat



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Her purse was full of useless trash

Her purse was full of useless trash
And in it was no ID 
In a small notebook in the side pocket
She had wrote I HATE YOU at least 300 times



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Press the pants and sew a button on the vest

Press the pants and sew a button on the vest
It is a blind date not a hanging 
If you bring flowers get real ones 
A silk rose the size of your head would be strange




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Tuesday, December 29, 2020

Most of the news is easy for us to hear

Most of the news is easy for us to hear
Stories that trouble are suppressed
We'll buy all our things made with slave labor
And have a bright nice clean house 



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The beam fell on the head of the worker

The beam fell on the head of the worker
But he was unharmed a toy soldier
As a child I built many structures
Greater than any castles in the air 


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She danced like a swan tall and graceful

She danced like a swan tall and graceful
No one knew she was terminally ill
She had a standing ovation and thought
If every night could be like this one 




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Open the crate but don't break the glass

Open the crate but don't break the glass
The form is ancient and sleeps 
A jewel like thing in the blessed amphora
If loosed will rise and corrupt the living


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Move the vat over the hot fire

Move the vat over the hot fire
And sit by me where we can praise
Having meat and gristle for this day
Trapped by snows we eat our dead




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Thieves who rob friends deserve jail

Thieves who rob friends deserve jail
But for love is the wished for exception
That I robbed you in the name of love
Gives us betrayal turned into poetry 



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- for Leonard Cohen

"Well I see you there, with the rose in your teeth." -- The Famous Blue Raincoat

Monday, December 28, 2020

 as if we'd never notice

the day he stopped 

coming to work 


a trade a sacrifice 

between divisions

needed you'll see


he's without a job

because someone

thought it was good


those still employed

go on dealing working

waiting for a turn 

he's a man without a job

HR tried to keep it secret


as if we'd never notice

the day he stopped 

coming to work 


they say it is for a reason

a trade a sacrifice 

between divisions

needed you'll see


but it is a lie

he's a man without a job

because someone

thought it was good





Sunday, December 27, 2020

long or short

long or short

the road is long 

if i have no courage


they asked me

what is the opposite of faith

i said faithlessness



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dreading going back to work

why dread it when one knows how to do it 

it might be in the knowing 



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snow trailing flakes that i shoveled twice

snow trailing flakes that i shoveled twice

it falls now with gusts of wind over snow i moved

a thing to see your work so gracefully undone

seems better in life to leave things undisturbed



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facing the day with notes

facing the day with notes

  go store

done

  ret lib books

done

  everything is going to be alright

thank you


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Tuesday, December 22, 2020

The Boy Was There When The Sun Rose

The boy was there when the sun rose, in the first place the rays touched when it rose over the tiny town. Before his drunken father left, he would tell his son about the field at the very edge of town, where no one would go to ... and how in that field the sun's cotton candy would appear in the dew every morning. The boy knew it was a fantastic story, like all the others. Though he knew his fathers stories were all lies, they also were irresistible stories, full of whim and amazing happenings, miracles, angels, and unforgettable details. His father had that about him -- a flash, like lightening, laugher, mysteries revealed. The boy loved and hated his father, but above all he missed this unreliable love. A presence like a force of nature, like a storm, then gone. Or at any time, could suddenly reappear dirty, laughing, full of tales. So the boy brought a book with him, and a pencil, and he would write his own stories in the field at dawn, and he promised he would someday publish them, with a dedication to his father. 



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Thursday, December 17, 2020

shhh! this is a quiet place and we are all reflections

shhh! this is a quiet place and we are all reflections
suspended over time that is like a night table 
so starry 
so deep
tribute to thundering creaking of subway trains
that grew like western roses on boot hill
to order and disorder 
peace and fury 



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everything that can be summed up about me is lost

everything that can be summed up about me is lost
and when everything about you is lost 
it ain't such a bad thing 

moonbeams and sunshine go right through 
the stuff that used to cast shadows or block 
gone any direction  

you can see over around and through if you look
forward into the past and back into the future
but you can't hold onto anything now


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The Fish Twisted and Turned on the Bent Hook

The fish twisted and turned on the bent hook. He crouched on the edge of the river, swore he would never eat meat, made the oath, but he was starving. It had taken him 28 days to find the wire, to sharpen it on one end, to purloin enough string to have a fishing line. He arose before dawn, walked with clasped hands, meditated at daybreak, noon, dusk. He was the epitome outwardly of humbleness, or service. The mist rose off the water, the only disturbance were ripples from the struggling. As he drew it in, he even felt a pang of deep regret for the poor fish, for all beings snared in suffering in this whole world. 

When he had the fish (so pitiful wet cold and alive!) something in him made him let it go. Then the abbot sat down beside him.



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Tuesday, December 15, 2020

Sickness Kept Him Home the Third Week

Sickness kept him home the third week, but it was no more than what he imagined himself to be afflicted with. His heath was as good as it had ever been, he had no physical ailments. 

He'd watch the sky from the tallest window in the house. The clouds were marching to the east, dizzyingly high. He would hear the watch ticking on his arm, the second hand getting louder on the watch side as it approached, then receded to the other side of the dial. 

Later he was at the beach, looking for shells. He saw Candice there. 

"I saw your daughter the other day." she said.

He exchanged small talk and then called his daughter.

They had brunch at a favorite restaurant. 

"Dad, I am glad that you called." 

He forgot everything he idly worried about. He was glad too.

For some reason the lonely halls and rooms of his mind where smaller, as she smiled. 

As he drove home, he hummed a tune and wrote it down when he arrived home. The darkness did not oppress him, though he turned on the lights. Then he turned them off quickly, and saw the moon going up into the sky from the tallest window in the house.

He picked up the instrument, he played a violin solo to the moon. 

A deer with her fawn heard the violin music, and came down the hillside, waited patiently for him to finish. It knew when he noticed, he would feed them carrots.


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Monday, December 14, 2020

The Ship was Torn Apart on the Sharp Reef

The ship was torn apart on the sharp reef. Was it ironic that it was my son's toy ship, a model of the sloop we were sailing in, dashed to pieces seconds before the full-sized boat followed it onto the coral? The churning surf looked like milk or masses of cream, the rending of the side like gunshots as the wood gave. I saw splinters shooting through the torn sails. The wheel shuddered then started spinning as if down a hill. All was falling sliding, grinding, and going up or apart. Off aways was the life raft, with my son, daughters and wife ... getting farther and father away. 

When I awoke, an orchid rested on a spotless side table, a glass of water, some gauze. A Japanese doctor. I was trussed up in a body cast. 

"Did they make it?" I asked the Japanese doctor. "Did they get away?"

He couldn't speak English, didn't understand. 




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Sunday, December 13, 2020

A King Ruled the State in the Early Days

A king ruled the state in the early days, and he was hated for it, even though his subjects expected him to be the ruler. They also wanted their own laws, and their own customs of non-royal rule. The king did his best to be a figurehead, but his subjects decided to throw him in prison. 

Prison was actually better than living in the dilapidated castle that the commoners expected the ruler to live in. The king was quite happy, but eventually important people in the new government felt guilty on how they were treating the king, so the Chancellor and his cabinet offered to let him go into exile. 

The king was sad, and moved to a small country far away from the land. There he became an excellent hat maker, and interior designer. The king really didn't have any other skills other than this. Later, when the king retired from his second career, and ran a little B&B by the mountainside, he'd wonder how his little country was getting along. 

One day, he was surprised to see the Chancellor and half the cabinet coming down the road. They look very tired from traveling. Once they recognized the king, they were very surprised. 

"Tell me how it goes in that beautiful little land."

"Wrought with famine, and pillage."

"How so?"

"We could not agree, after you left, and so we quarreled and fought with our neighbors, and with our own factions."

"Terrible news."

"You should go back, the people would have you rule again."

"A milliner, decorator, and inn-keeper?"

"We will advocate for your return."

The king thought carefully, and saw how the Chancellor and his cabinet were sincere. The king made the journey back to his land.

Once back in power, the people rejoiced. The king had the Chancellor drawn and quartered, head cut off and put on a pike, with all the rest of the cabinet. The old motto of the king's royal line was PRO PATRIA, but motto of the royal house restored, VAE VICTIS, was cut deeply over the gates of the newly improved castle, with the royal emblem of a smartly hatted knight crushing a serpent. 


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Saturday, December 12, 2020

i look for the cat

i look for the cat
he is on the roof
looking down at me
quite surprised

and i am surprised too
seeing his face 
over the gutter

then he goes back 
down into the yard

later i let him in
ask what did you see

leaves breeze
twigs 

untouchable
squirrels