i followed the instructions
i prayed with you in mind
until my head fell off
i prayed for your well-being
i wished you peace of mind and security
i honestly wished you happiness
i said give you safety
and not only for you
but for your parents
and family
new lovers
and jobs you might take
i prayed and prayed and prayed
for months and months
until i forgot to keep doing it
now i remembered
and i started again
because i hated you
all over again
but this time i knew right away
how i live is a horrible self pity
and i'll never get out of it
but if i keep praying for you and others
i just might be redeemable
i'll hate you
and love you
forever
so here is to
forgetting through prayers
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