Tuesday, November 01, 2022

Halloween

excited vampires
confused ghosts
dancing bats
parents behind them

i hand them candy
some want two 
if they are nice
i'll give them three

there's a half moon
under the deep shadows
of the porch lights
leaves everywhere

off they go
with flashlights dancing
in the dark and later
guilty teenagers knock

reminding me
the last time i trick or
treated about 14 
with a big pillowcase

i give them the leftover
candy and say have fun
they laugh and run
to the next house


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Tuesday, October 18, 2022

Exotic Specimen Portion

It wasn't my problem, and the solution was not an exotic one. We simply needed to get the appropriate specimen. We'd wire them into the cage, and extract a portion quickly, they'd barely feel a thing. 



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Thursday, October 13, 2022

a yellow leaved tree

a yellow leaved tree
between two evergreens

all about the same size
tall and slim

leaves vibrate
in a bracing wind 

& pines swaying gently
almost in unison

let my worried mind be 
with these things

thought is 
wrought

these simply 
move 

uncomplaining
as the world steers cold

even sprightly
touched by flecks of snow

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Complete Unique Similar

The aliens that escaped the containment fields were all complete, unique, and yet similar. 

Dr. Maarten was eaten first, there was something about Mrs. Ktech that caused them to totally disregard her. 



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Monday, October 10, 2022

Resignation Whisper Article

In resignation I stared out the small window, on that long fall day. The world was full of color, dazzling yellow leaves twirling past my view. As a renunciate, I was permitted only to whisper if someone came close enough to my square porthole. It was the only light into the tiny cell behind me, with a small table, a cot, and a large holy book. In article XXII, I was permitted to look out this window between the time of noon, until the sun touched the tower over the sanctuary. I had no idea how long I had been in here, but my hair and beard were down to my waist. 



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Friday, October 07, 2022

Division Rebellion Preoccupation

Not being native speakers of English, my parents decided to name my little sister Division Rebellion Preoccupation. It did not matter how much I pleaded, or begged, for them to reconsider. To them, from the small place they came from, these words sounded exciting, powerful, compelling. Which happens to be my name. I sign it as "X". My parents are deeply in love, and so happy for us, even so silly, that I end up forgiving them. 



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Wednesday, October 05, 2022

Calendar Commemorate Chin

Every June 13th on the Foolish Calendar, we commemorate the Raising of the Chin. This is when St. Abracadabra fell into the open sewer and was able to get his head above the surface one time, before he was drowned. 



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Tuesday, October 04, 2022

Disappear Mutual Clerk

For that small piece of paper to disappear -- a well worn stained hand-written claim, it was no small action. And I suspected there was a certain primal, mutual feeling between me and the clerk: for me, they would never find the gold. For the clerk, they'd never discover the body.




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Monday, October 03, 2022

Sight Pleasure Gate

At first sight, there was no pleasure to see that gate. But then as it creaked and rattled, metal quivering as it was raised, a strange calm came over me. The spikes were dripping and had muck on them from the river. We bobbed under them, the oarsmen silently working, averting their eyes. A dot of black landed on my sleeve. There were many lords and officials to see me up the stairs. 

Sunday, October 02, 2022

Detector Merchant Jungle

I bought the lie-detector from a merchant in the jungle. It was brand new, still in its box and shiny plastic wrappings. The box was a bit battered and stained, but it was oddly thrilling to hear that crinkling noise and the faint whiff of "new" when I unboxed it. It gleamed like a jewel under the swaying flickering single bulb light, on the rickety bamboo table. I took a deep breath and wiped the perspiration off my forehead, cheeks, and jowls. I avoided looking at myself in the small mirror, above which was a small crucifix. With the dim lighting, the mirror appeared to be a deep hole in the wall. 

"Bring the señor in." I said, almost to myself. "And a sturdy chair."

Abanto, sitting on the other side of the door jumped up, to obey.

I watched the swaying single light.

"Doctor, the señor is not here." said Abanto.

I looked at him, we looked at each other without expression.

In the room made of concrete blocks, the shackle and chain were gone. I tested the bars on the locked door, they were firm and beaded with humidity. 

How had he escaped? And now what would become of I, and Abanto?

Saturday, October 01, 2022

Berry Point Lid

After the crash, I found a berry, a single berry, on the point. The point was a place that was high and windswept. I put it under a lid. I looked at the looming trees all around, the deep forest that surrounded me. Who knew what was in those woods? I was probably going to starve. 


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Tuesday, September 13, 2022

i know

i know
everything that is good

and everything that is bad
is thought up 

and the habit of this
is what i feel is a good life or bad one

.

life itself 
is endlessly amazing 

.

true consciousness
is beyond hope and fear


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Thursday, August 25, 2022

morning

morning 
as if permanent 

every cool thing with dew 
perfect in the endlessness
of the universe

in every drop
all things all possibilities

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Monday, August 22, 2022

your fears/ aniconic

your fears
aniconic 
and then
one forgets 
they are featureless
which adds to 
the unease

until you
realize there 
is nothing to fix
nothing to improve
nothing whatsoever
that had any
reality beyond

absolute perfection 
and the intuition
that goes hand in hand
with this view

so you can rest
as easy as being
in a swing with
kuntuzangpo
or any other
smiling sky
like being 

and under
both of your feet
as you sway together
all the earths and
all the skies and stars
and smiles and tears
you could possibly invent


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Friday, July 22, 2022

i remember you teaching

 i remember you teaching

on those hot summer days

how i longed to see you

ask you a thousand questions

you were only 1 door away

and you would have been

happy for my visit i am sure

but i acted like i wasn't allowed


there were many of us

vain imaginative excited

and a bit overdramatic

but always welcomed

now mellowing with time

missing you just the same


and i aim to fix what does 

not need to be fixed by praying

devotedly and attempting 


to spread what you were really teaching

and what was ever in your heart 


then you remind me again

everything is resolved in its own place

from the beginningless beginning

from the view


love unconditionally 

this endless beauty

and be aware of now


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July 22 

Minneapolis, MN

For Lama Tharchin Rinpoche

off you go on this day

away you go on this day

like off a spingboard or

on a rocket


or i am off the 

board and flying 

on the rocket


ultimately we don't

come or go so much

as it seems



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LTR

Friday, July 08, 2022

you want to almost / hold your breath

perfectly balanced air
you can imagine it stacked up 
to the stratosphere
as the rabbits sit and squirrels run

this evening is vivid
the color of gold 
while green is striving 
growing blooming 

you want to almost 
hold your breath 
to prolong the summer

memorize the flash of lightening
and thunder that rolls out
over a steel colored lake

put the haunting night
into your heart with a million
zigging fire-flies


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Thursday, June 23, 2022

No Murder on Mars 002

The body was laying straight, forearms up. Clothing & skin had a thin layer of frost mixed with soil of a uniform brown color. The face, almost unrecognizable, was contorted.

I looked at the two, who were nervously shifting foot to foot.

"We should go over your timeline again. This is very important."

"Yessir."

"Tell me what happened first."

"Backed into the wall."

"Saw a hole"

"Then we saw a body."

I looked at them steadily.

"How long was it between when you put the hole in the wall, and you found the body?"

"Um. Er. Right away!"

"You are lying to me."

"No sir!"

"Why are you lying?"

"We aren't."

"You are! There had to be some time that passed between you backing into the wall, and then you retrieving your vehicle, and then finding a body."

"5 hours." said one of them 

"Because it was stuck?"

"Yessir"

"Anything else you want to revise?"

"No Sir."

"Pardon me. But how did you know at all these boys were being dishonest about their timeline? How does that influence the fact that a body has been found?"

I looked at the superintendent. "It has everything to do with how the body was found."

The superintendent widened his hands, "So?"

"See the crystals and tearing on the edges of the clothing? This body has been moved from a different location. Someone placed it here after the hole was put into the wall."



Wednesday, June 22, 2022

There isn't supposed to be murder on Mars 001

There isn't supposed to be murder on Mars. That is an Earth custom, a sense of the old barbarism from our planet of origin. The body was found in the old tunnels, it had become freeze dried where it had been stashed. 

"Tell me again how this was found."

"Varne Warren226 backed a sledge into the wall there, and we saw a hole."

"What were you doing down here, past the 3K markers?"

"Rat hunting, scrapping."

"They say these tubes here are haunted!"

I could see how someone would think these were haunted. Gloomy, unlit. Frosted. These were the old warrens and access corridors, bored through the Martian rock. 

When I looked at it, I involuntary shuddered. Lights from our headlamps slashed and raised monstrous shadows. 

"Have you touched the body, moved anything?"

"No sir."

"Hmmm" I could see that someone had. 

Monday, June 06, 2022

many of us dream of home

many of us dream of home 
at first in sleep
then we go and aspire
make that in
this waking day

when we dream well
it makes a beautiful home
where lots of people 
can dream their dream
of home

if it is built real or
in my mind
home is always home

what allows it to be
is the dream and

a dreamer who has
a dream