Poem - Stupid

a stupid non sequitur
or a joke as you go out the door

i have nothing for you
it is over

like i'm back in high school
or junior high

bending backwards into nothing
saying it is okay

is it because i lack
courage or character

yes to even suggest so
means it is so

but also not at all

*

you can look at a closed door
for a long time

look at it for a few years
and be saying the whole time

what a stupid fuck
to be looking at this door